Dynamite

it is time for me to let go..

even though i don feel like doing so..

but i hv to...

i hv to move on..

i hv to live my life..

i hv to make myself back to the original me..

the happy go lucky me..

the "problem free", "trouble free" me..

so so many frens and family around me,

wont feel like seeing the miserable me..

i disappointed him,

i cannot disappoint other else..

i muz cheer up,

i muz make ppl not to worry about me..

im worrying about her,

i knw how it feels..